These days..

During these last few weeks I've been attempting to stay on top of everything. Just trying to make time for everything. By having more hours in a day would probably help me with all the things I have to do, but for sure that won't happen. On Sunday night, when my dad picked me up from the studio, he told me "its like you don't have a life anymore" I would have to say that is actual truth. Every since I've been dancing everyday now, my days have been consistently dealt with eating,dancing,sleeping,homework, and school. To myself it seems like i have no social life, just hanging with out with dreamers. I will actually say that I love going to the studio every single day. Even though I may dance for 3 or 4 hrs, I love it. My parents recently have been on my case about going to dance everyday and staying late. I know that may seem bad but I show how dedicated I am.I got to admit that when I got asked to perform with rhythm influence I was pretty happy and expected my parents to say good job. Once I told them they didn't even say good job or nothing, I was pretty upset about that. They say they support me but all they basically do is pay for my dance classes. If they actually did .... wouldn't they say good job? It makes me rethink " do they actually support me? or are they just saying that" .. It just makes me want to cry just thinking that ..I wish I could just get on a plane and fly to a peaceful and beautiful place, to relax and gather up all my thoughts.My life right now is like on a rocky road,still got lots of problems to deal with but will take a while to sort out or just to even pause everything around me. At this point in my life, dance is helping me get through to the end of the day.
p.s
Lately,my left knee has been hurting, I should get it checked out soon. Hopefully it isn't anything bad.